Every once in awhile, I get that internal urge to share what happens in my private moments. Not those kinds of private moments 😂. I’m talking about my private time with “God,” my higher self, my intuition… the angels, the ancestors… whoever it is that talks to us (internally) when we get quiet… those moments of insight that occur during meditation.
It used to just feel weird to share these. But at this point, we’re way beyond weird. 😂 I’ve shared all kinds of stuff on here. 🤣
The one thing I know is that, weird or not, these moments help people. So when I get the urge to share, I’m sharing them.
Today, just minutes ago, I had one of those inner conversations and it left me thinking. So I’m going to share it with you and maybe it’ll get you thinking, too.
This is just an excerpt from the full conversation between Me and Inner Me. Upon rereading, I realized the early part was a little personal.
Here you go:
M: Really want the day to myself to do as I please… 5 months of no progress.
IM: Well, that’s not fully true. You launched your greeting card line & F*ck it February…
M: And missed a whole school year of speaking.
IM: Okay, that’s true, but what if what happened is exactly what was to happen?
M: What do you mean? I’m destined to fail?
IM: What if you’re not failing? What if you’re not here to maximize every gift? What if you’re here to prioritize? To choose what’s important to you. And to keep adjusting that to grant you more peace and happiness? What if your life is about adjusting the levels?
M: What if my life is about adjusting the levels…. 🤔 So you’re saying, no matter what I do, it’s the right choice, because it’s all about adjusting the levels and choosing what brings me peace, what matters to me, what I’ll choose in any given moment to adjust how I feel? Are you saying that my life is just a game of vibration and choosing things… thoughts, behaviors, focus, etc. and then see how I feel about it? Are you saying that there really is no object to all this but to experience it?
IM:
M: Wow. And then you hit me with silence, as if you just want me to sit with that thought. Okay cool. I’ll just sit with that thought.
So there it is.
What if our purpose isn’t about the completion of tasks, the “successes” were taught to care about, or even our impact on the world?
What if the purpose is to simply make choices in any given moment and to experience what they feel like, and to engage with others and objects and experience them, too?
What if this sh*t isn’t as deep, or serious, as we make it? What if life is meant to be this simple… an experience of being in the present moment, trying on emotions?
If you found out that life was truly just an experiment of finding which experiences cause you to feel the way you want to feel? How would you live your life differently?
I’m going to leave you with that thought. I need to ponder that thought, too.
Blessings,
Marlene Dillon Empowerment Specialist
MDillon Designs & Publishing 