What If…?

what if I’m totally fine as I am

what if I was never meant to be more

what if I’m pushing myself when I should be flowing with life

what if I’m good enough as I am

what if it was never meant to be easy

what if it was never meant to be hard

what if it is what it is and nothing more and nothing less

what if it doesn’t have meaning

what if there is no purpose

what if we just live what we get without fear anger or expectation that it should be different than what it is

what if there is no good or bad evil or bad luck

what if these aren’t consequences of doing the wrong thing or the right thing

what if all of that is made up

what if we’ve guided our lives off of made up fairy tales about how life works

what if we’ve seen “handicaps” as wrong but they’re just other states of being

what if there was never meant to be a norm or a standard of being

what if we would have been fine without religion or laws or governance

what if everyone naturally shared and lived as they are

what if we all showed up in love until greed was introduced

what if we all did what was natural to us without fear of persecution critique or famine

what if poverty was man-made

what if there was no race no division of the sexes or intentional labeling of this or that

What if we came here and no one dared interject or interrupt, causing us to question our existence purpose or value

what if we chose for a month to pretend this is all true

what if we lived our lives as if everything about us is right, everything they told us is wrong, and what makes sense to us is the only way

what if our being and doing and thinking and loving all came from us, what made sense to us

what if for a month we didn’t care what anybody thought about it or what they thought about us

what if we lived as if it was true that we get to be do and have whatever you want and that love is the only guide to clear happiness

actually, what if happiness wasn’t even a goal anymore

what if we were at peace with whatever is and we followed our inner knowing to be do and have what makes sense to us

what if we had one rule and that is if it feels like peace at my core then that’s what I’ll do and that’s what I think and that’s what I’ll say

just random thoughts that may have meaning if they feel like peace at your core for you…

Blessings,

Marlene Dillon Empowerment Specialist

one more… What if none of this is real and I just do what I feel